A Love Letter To Our Child

Dear Our Baby,

Even now while you are still within me, there are things I wish you to know.

Your daddy and I love you very much. Your daddy keeps talking to you, telling you he loves you, kissing my tummy, hoping his love will reach you, he also tells you to hurry up and come out, thats just because he wants to hold you in his arms that badly. I can't wait to hold, dress, teach, and show you how much you mean to me.

Your parents lives have not been very happy ones, we weren't really raised with much love or being taught how to show love properly. Even our love for each other has been cruel and painful at times.

I want you to know that we will always love you, you are our gift of the love we have for each other blossoming into a new life. We will do our very best to protect and love you for the rest of our lives.

~Your Loving Mommy <3

Just A Note To Say Thank You

dear my beloved,

my mind is fragile, as are most. the fact that i am pregnant when i told that i would more than likely never be able to bare a child, makes my mind even weaker, as it tries to understand and comprehend the life that is growing within me. please try to understand and be there for me as i struggle to deal with my own mental issues and those that have arisen sense i became pregnant, please also know that i love our child with all my heart and soul, just as i love you. please bare with me and thank you fully and deeply for being there for me, and giving me our precious give of love, our little one. i love you! ♥

2nd Prenatal Dr. Appt

We had a good day today, found out that the due date changed its now the 6th of jan. making me 10 weeks and 4 days pregnant. We got to see the baby whos getting big and hear her/his strong heart beat. We also got to see the baby move alot, which was so awesome!

News: Food, Sleep, & A Small Rant

These days are long and tiring. The baby is hungry more and more, so a good deal of my time is spent trying to eat right so that the baby will grow strong and healthy. Sleep seems to elude me no matter how tired I get. When I do finally mange to fall asleep, I sleep deeply and have a hard time trying to wake and get up. I believe one of the reasons I can not sleep is simply because I think and worry when I have time alone to myself. I would much rather spend rich, happy days with my beloved. But one can not always have what one wants. Michael works hard and is often tired and sore. I am thankful that he is working so hard to make money to take care of myself and the baby. But he spends money often on himself, which I understand he's earned but makes me feel jealous as well as worry there will be no money for our baby. I am told by him that I am spoiled but he is the one who's spoiled. He spends money on himself as well as gets babied and pampered by me daily. I get very little to no money spent on me nor do I get pampered or babied, I do not see how I am the spoiled one. I still have to do everything for myself, I get no special treatment except that I'm not allowed to lift anything heavy. I would think that I am the Pregnant with his baby one, that I should be at least spoiled and pampered a little. He pampered me for maybe two days than it was all about him again. I grow tired of trying to take care of myself, our baby, him, my parents, dogs, and cats daily. Do I not deserve a day off once in a blue and purple moon? Should I not be allowed to sleep in and not have my parents bitch? Can I not be pampered and spoiled utterly simply because you love me and I'm carrying your only child? Am I asking to much? Yes! But for a change let me be the receiver, instead of always having to be the giver. Unhappyness.

News: Fears & Emotions

Dealing with a lot of fears and emotions lately and it makes it hard to face each day. Thankful Michael is here for me being kind, sweet, and supportive. There is no way for me to truly express my love and thankfulness to him for this. I love him and our baby more everyday! <3

News

We are 8 weeks and 3 days pregnant! Nausea and needing to eat more often, as well as needing to pee every 5 seconds, should mean that everything is going well as it is all normal for this time frame. The baby is not quite an inch big and weighs approx. 0.04 oz. I need to keep this website up better but so far i dont like how things work here. I might change to a blog and see if that works better for me.

Edit: Started blog. So far i like it alot better.

Example Baby Pics

I was playing with a website that takes points/features from both parents, it takes some time because it's in dept. Here are some examples of what our kids might look like.